Posted by karen_kay on June 17, 2004, at 14:43:14
In reply to Re: i think i'm getting the hang of this now.., posted by Scott in Vermont on June 17, 2004, at 10:27:13
of course, unless you realy do hide the medicine. couldn't you at least leave me something, perhaps a tic tac and pretend it's something fun? and couldn't you at least leave me something to help with my headache? come on now, i'm not asking too much am i?
were you joking about that agenda or were you serious? it's somewhat close to how my day usually goes by now, only with out drugs, the nice dinner, the strange sense of romance... i'm sold! to the nice man in vermont, for a few pills and a meal every once in a while. i never said i wasn't easy, did i?
about the husky... mine's red (or copper i guess is what they call it) with those ice-blue eyes. he's beautiful and has personality like i've never imagined. but, he's also very friendly and tends to jump on everyone. he's also very vocal, especially when he's not pleased. hmmm, he takes after his mother, i think (except i have brown eyes).
i really like that agenda. are you sure you aren't kidding? i'm looking into flights to vermont right now. but, i'll need your credit card number of course, and i'd have to order something very nice for myself while i'm online browsing. perhaps my committment, yet open realtionship ring? that would be lovely!
but, we'd all sleep in the same bed? that's a bit confusing. i have a problem sleeping alone, but if people are kicking and talking in their sleep all night, i'm apt to keep talking back, just to see what they say. so, it might keep you up all night if your girlfriend talks in her sleep and i keep encouraging her. would that be ok? could you at least take some sleeping pills to get through the night without me bugging you?
and why does jon go home so early? would you at least try to wake me up because we have company? i'd be terribly disappointed to miss the chance to talk to jon.
and you wouldn't be upset that i didn't garden that day? if it only takes half an hour to do it, i think i can fit it into my schedule somewhere between taking your drugs and passing out on the couch. we can work out those minor details later (but, i assure you drugs make me happy and when i'm happy i tend to do more around the house).
and you wouldn't be upset that i'd passed out on the couch? are you certain about that? i just want you to know how i really am before committing to this noncommitted relationship and i assure you, me passing out on the couch would be no joke. if it became a habit, would you then become upset, even if i kept up with my household chores? oh, and i can be even more entertaining when i've take a few valiums. you may want to hide the drugs that don't give me a buzz though, because i may end up taking them, just to see if i can somehow convince myself that i can get a buzz. i've had a problem with that sort of thing in the past you know and the results are not always good (ie. throwing up in the walmart restroom, convinced i'm going to die but too ashamed to go to a hospital, as i'd look like a fool explaining what i took and why i took it.)
i think i like your agenda much better than mine. and i'm sure you'd soon get tired of heaving my intoxicated butt off the couch (though that extra hour and a half may make the removal worth it). so, i need promises that you wouldn't get fed up. i need promises that you wouldn't discuss this behavior in the meeting and seek to change it. i need promises you wouldn't hide your stash from me (and i have the ability to smell pills if they are within a 5 mile radius, i assure you).
vermont is sounding better and better every day!!
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