Posted by Mair on January 27, 2002, at 11:34:04
In reply to Re: ahhhhhhhhhhh, posted by sar on January 26, 2002, at 13:25:45
Sar - thanks for the kind words. You may think you have no wise words to offer, but that's not really true and besides, I just love reading your stuff. I'm sorry about the hospital experience and definitely sorry about what took you there to begin with. I hope someone is keeping an eye on you with the no meds regime.
Unfortunately at the moment I feel like I'm on the downward slope of a bell curve ( probably not a good analogy since I don't recall being at the top). Anyway I don't really feel like I can be of much help to anyone including myself. I want to cancel the appointments I have this week with my therapist and my doc, because as long as I'm in my current frame of mind, I can't work on anything very productively, and i'm definitely not motivated to try another drug. That seems like a dead end street to me. I wish I could offer some cheer but i really feel pretty incompetent, and definitely devoid of fight.
hang in there