Posted by sar on January 26, 2002, at 13:25:45
In reply to Re: ahhhhhhhhhhh, posted by JohnDoenut on January 24, 2002, at 0:01:06
hey all,
thanks for the encouragement. for several weeks things were grand: new apartment in the hills etc, but then i fell somehow.
i posted to Kristi that the folks at the state hospital could scarcely understand why i was there: i was sent there because of my attempt and my history, but they described me as happy-go-lucky and normal, and i suppose that i do seem that way, compared to all of the schizophrenics around me (they were wonderful but delusional!).
i am glad you all are still here, and how are you? my internet time is very limited (library) so i can't go through all the threads i've missed but Mair and Greg and JohnDoenut please keep in touch! it helps to have a place like this; my confessions of insanity do not exist in the real world, only in writing, because i fear freaking people out. i cannot confess in real life, i giggle and eat bok choy with delight, this is my honest confessional place and i've missed it.
Mair--how are you? you've always been the sturdy supporter, a wise elder--you give so much more than you seem to receive, and although i have no wisdom to offer you, i want you to know that i am always here to listen & read, and to say whatever my pea-brain possibly can!
Greg--well bonjour! comment vas-tu? so. you have slightly fallen off the wagon. perhaps you haven't and it is only your toe dragging in the dirt. what happened? please let me know. how are you feeling? i'm still drinking but avoiding the blackouts.
JohnDoenut--i'm swimmin. the crawl right now but hope to progress to an enthusiastic butterfly stroke. hope is the seed right now.
love,
sar
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