Posted by LOVEUMIKO on November 19, 2003, at 22:32:26
In reply to Re: Multi diagnosed wife. Help dont want to divorce., posted by karen_kay on November 19, 2003, at 22:02:07
Thanks for writing Karen,
This is a new thing to me. So how long does her mania last? I'm not really sure. I do know now she was at least 2 weeks into "something" before she lashed out. I found a phone bill where she was calling police.
I will wait for her to come back down. But I realy can't see what can fix this. I'm open to listen, but I doubt it can be repaired. I'm still praying for an alternative to divorce. But I think this is the end. If this is just the begining it will only get worse..the next time. I have read her emails saying she hears things & see people that are not there..claiming to be psychic. I'm afraid she may take things to the next level of being physicaly dangerous to me or the kids. For whatever reason. She claims to "identify" what Andrea Yates went through.
She tells police I killed someone. "What if" she takes her thoughts a step further, by getting physicaly dangerous? This is another concern I should keep in mind.
I do love her and can't wait until we can talk.I hope she will understand. Its going to be a very sad conversation and I hope she can take what she has created.
At this point "if" she gets hospitalized for 6 months for an absolute diagnosis, and we win the lottery so career income would not be of any concern...then maybe I would feel comfortable.Sounds crazy I know it'd never happen.
A direct sign from God of course would change my mind to of course. I've asked God for forgiveness as I do not want to divorce.If she came down with cancer I surely would not leave her, but this behavior is tramatizing to the whole family. I just hope she does well without me holding her hand through life.
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