Posted by LOVEUMIKO on November 19, 2003, at 19:07:42
I love my wife. She is multi diagnosed Chronic PTSD, Disociative Identity Disorder,and recently said to be Bipolar. Some Psychotic dellusions have occured to. I love her and want to see her through this. I want my wife back...the woman I married. The "Person in the wedding videos" as she will even say. The problem is she lashes out with devistating results. I'm a Policeman. SHe had goten a restraining order on me and accused me of horrible felonies. She came back to reality and I ran back to her. Re-newed wedding vows in Vegas as fast as possible. I wanted to show the world I will stand by her... Well, It has occured again. This time accusations of murder, etc. Its a terribly expensive to defend it with lawyers. She obtains representation as well even she would not need it. The costs are out of this world. I can't afford to pay for the home anymore & our 4 kids have been seized by child protective services. "I love my beautiful wife"my family. I can't see how I can take another hit. We were even planning to move away to AZ to start fresh. The job transfer was approoved and in the works. I tried so hard to keeep us together. I love Miko and would quit my job to keep our family together. However, I do not trust that she will never do this again. In fact I feel If "I forgive & forget, I will re-live and regret". WHAT CAN I POSSIBLY DO? We love each other and Its a huge shame we wil end in divorce. I can only hope in Heaven we can be back together as a happy family
poster:LOVEUMIKO
thread:281413
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