Posted by alexandra_k on December 18, 2017, at 0:41:41
In reply to Re: aww, posted by alexandra_k on December 18, 2017, at 0:33:34
it will probably be alright. i think i have been getting the message, this year, that academic people are, not opposed to my doing it, at least.
only... maybe i'm being delusional about that.
that is perhaps what is hard, about waiting.
because of how all the kids have been taught to cry 'me too, me too, me too, i want to study medicine!' and an awful lot of them seem fairly delusional about their chances...
so you (or at least I) start to feel afraid that I'm just one of those.
that people have merely been polite to me. that people have thought that i'll settle into something else, if i stick around for a time, that i'll be okay. that delay delay delay is just a way of trying to break things to me gently...
anyway... whatever... only a few more days...
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