Posted by maxime on August 9, 2009, at 19:23:40
This isn't a threat and I don't plan on doing anything in the near future, but I have been thinking about it a lot.
Back in June I had a plan. I had booked a hotel room and was going to OD on pills that I ordered over the internet. For some reason I ended up calling the Crisis Centre. I ended up there and then off to the hospital for a month.
Today I was working on my suicide note. Suicide notes are so stupid. How can a note explain such an action.
Right now I want to die. I've had enough. I think about it all the time. I don't think I am going to make it to my birthday in December.
I wish I could find some purpose.
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