Posted by bulldog2 on August 10, 2009, at 10:05:51
In reply to Thinking about suicide, posted by maxime on August 9, 2009, at 19:23:40
> This isn't a threat and I don't plan on doing anything in the near future, but I have been thinking about it a lot.
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> Back in June I had a plan. I had booked a hotel room and was going to OD on pills that I ordered over the internet. For some reason I ended up calling the Crisis Centre. I ended up there and then off to the hospital for a month.
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> Today I was working on my suicide note. Suicide notes are so stupid. How can a note explain such an action.
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> Right now I want to die. I've had enough. I think about it all the time. I don't think I am going to make it to my birthday in December.
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> I wish I could find some purpose.
>Whenever I feel really bad it's because I feel a total lack of hope. But then I realize there's always something else to try.
This forum may not be the best place to find hope. You have a lot of med failures in here and of course the meds don't work bunch who can be very vocal.
Find a meds do work forum. I believe there's a cocktail out there for everyone persistant enough to keep looking.
Just keep looking!
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