Posted by Susan47 on April 17, 2005, at 13:18:47
In reply to Re: Sex again. Sigh. » Dinah, posted by Tamar on April 13, 2005, at 20:38:35
Reading what you posted made me feel really incredible, because it's so true of me. I've never been sexually attracted to any man I could have, ever .. is this where it comes from? Because I know many many women who feel this way .. and my worst fear is the man I'm most attracted to now, if he ever approached me, I would draw away, maybe not immediately, but maybe I would find out there's nothing really there, that I'm incapable of being sexually attracted to anyone, really and truly, ever again. Sigh. This is a hell of a thing to have to live with. Because there're guys who are sexually attracted to me, but I don't want them. Not completely. Not even to chance to risk of going for a walk with any of them. Because they always seem to go silly so fast. It's amazing to watch a guy you liked having a rapport with kind of get silly and moony, and you're just like, oh no. Oh no oh no oh no oh no. So then the ones who Don't do that, the ones who're stiff and cold, they're super attractive .. or not. Lately, they're really not. Wow, hmm. My last husband was not attractive to me at all, not one bit, physically. And in the end when he touched me, I hated it.