Posted by rskontos on January 29, 2008, at 11:29:54
In reply to Re: Emailed him and he answered....., posted by rskontos on January 27, 2008, at 18:47:14
Well no one answered you so you can answer yourself. It is good he answered. But I think now that it is something too that you can handle inside your head too. This new conversation with your new friend is helping and maybe or maybe not your need this therapist. Maybe if you handle things on your own in your head with all your parts you can help them help you deal with each other. And you dont have to tell him all those things that the flashbacks tell you. Because after all they might or might not be understood by him the way you see them. Ultimately the way he asked his questioned hurt. And we have had enough hurt. And it is not what he meant that is important but how it felt by you. We can all understand how he meant it, but again that is not the deal, the deal is how you felt when he placed the question out there. And it sucked and still sucks. And that new program about IN TREATMENT> I don't think I like it. If I appear to him the way she appeared to me, well no thank you.
and it really doesnt matter that no one really answered me here. And that for me is growth. Earlier when I came to babble this would have hurt big time. But now I see this as a gift. I can answer myself and be free. Actually release some of this....
**To anyone that might read this I am just talking to myself. I thought since no one answered this thread no one was reading and I decided to answer myself. And I feel better in doing so....
good luck to all...rsk
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