Posted by ElaineM on October 16, 2006, at 10:50:34
In reply to Re: more2 **CA triggers, mild** » ElaineM, posted by Lindenblüte on October 16, 2006, at 8:27:27
He sent me an email saying he will respond later today.
Caraher and Li, I can't reply to your answers yet. I'm in so much agony. I can't stand up. It never goes away. It hurts to sit up from lying down. It hurts my stomach to lift knee to step into pants - I had to hold it up with my other hand. It hurts to cough, and sneeze. It hurts to drink enough water to get the horse pills down. I can't stand it. He didn't think I'd need a follow-up so we didn't make one, but I'm going in just after lunch, and I'm hoping I'll be sent to the hospital. But my worst fear is being trapped there like family members I watched die, and STILL not have any relief come. I WANT LadyDoc! :""(
I'm so scared. I can't stand it - it's only been getting worse since August. I don't know how to speak for myself anymore. I get so panicked that I have five minutes to say the right things to fight for my health, that I just give in and turn silent. I'm going to bring my sheet of procedures and symptom-developement, but I always bring it (except last time) and they NEVER want to take the time to read it.
oh god, it's never going to go away. I have a high pain tolerance too (I can get regular, smaller cavities filled without novocaine) but there's never any break and it's grinding me to dust.
I'm scared to go. I can't think except to say, "I HURT!"I wish you were here with me Li. Caraher, I wish you could come with me, and make them help - if help is even possible. THis is taking too long.
Oh god, I'm so afraid :"(I love you guys. EL
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