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Re: S.ideation ***strong trigger*** B2chica

Posted by Poet on September 21, 2005, at 18:51:54

In reply to S.ideation ***strong trigger***, posted by B2chica on September 21, 2005, at 10:22:03

Hi B2chica,

No answer, just understanding. Yes. No. Maybe. I woke up yelling that (husband heard me) after a dream where I was dying. When I tell my T that I should just do it, she says *yes, no, maybe.*

I think it's the damn maybe that I am afraid of. Not death itself, just the fear that no matter what I do I will fail.

I wish I could tell you that everything will be better, but I can't. I think that you are tired of feeling this way is something good. You want to do something, but are afraid no matter what you do it will be wrong. I get that completely. Yes. No. Maybe. Sigh.

Talking to pdoc is a start. New meds adds another baby step. I am terrified of being hospitalized, so I can't say go inpatient without being a complete hypocrite.

Safe cyber hugs.

Poet

 

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