Posted by littlegirllost on October 8, 2004, at 10:20:32
In reply to Re: not sure i can / should keep doing this » LittleGirlLost, posted by shrinking violet on October 7, 2004, at 19:55:56
SV,
You give me hope in knowing that things have been a bit better for you between sessions. How wonderful that you were able to keep your T with you all week!! I wonder if I'll ever get there since it feels like things are getting worse for me. Maybe it's not really worse, maybe it's healing, but the days in between are hurting so much more.
I'm sorry to hear about your car accident!! I hope it wasn't serious and that you are okay. I know it's not easy, but I encourage you to tell her what you wrote here. I think she'd be thrilled at your progress!!
I have tried talking to my T about this, but it's just so hard especially since I numb and clam up while I'm there. We actually had a really good session last night, but today I feel as though I could die! She's been so wonderful about it, but I have a hard time sometimes accepting it and fear overstepping. You mentioned me needing more support in between sessions and also you email your T in between. May I ask how often you email? My T encourages me to call or email when I need to, and I've gotten a little comfortable with calling the next day (which is always the hardest), but I don't allow myself any more than that. I call or email once and that's it. She tells me I don't need to be so strict with myself, but I'm afraid not to, ya know?
Thanks for the support. :)
LGL
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