Posted by susan47 on August 2, 2009, at 0:04:45
In reply to In Spite of the Fact that I too am a Human, posted by susan47 on July 31, 2009, at 21:39:57
I'm the worst of the worst though, unable to let go and let live. Unable to forgive and forget, unable, unable, unable.
If I were a different person, I would not make the typical nuisance call to my ex-T, I would forget about the whole thing, somehow, lock it away where it won't hurt me anymore, where I can forget that I am somehow most deservedly unforgivable.
Not to hate myself.
To love, to love, to love.
I don't know why there is no god, I don't know why it has to be that way, I don't know what the truth is anymore, I hurt, I hurt, I hurt.
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