Posted by Joan797 on August 7, 2006, at 22:11:29
In reply to Re: Empty » Joan797, posted by Declan on August 7, 2006, at 14:23:04
The thing is, it had to be done. He needed care, I was unemployed and I could do it. It wasn't fun, it was heart wrenching to be more precise, and above all else, it was a huge strain for an emotionally unstable person like me. But it needed and had to be done, so I did it.
I have this knack of surviving this life even though it is killing me slowly over and over and over again. I survive only to go through more strife again.
Quite frankly, I'm tired of the phrase, "God doesn't give you more than you can handle" because I'm getting pretty sick of God's way of dealing with me. I think I've learned from my experiences quite enough thank you very much.
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