Posted by susan47 on August 9, 2009, at 18:39:52
In reply to Re: Empty, posted by susan47 on July 31, 2009, at 16:49:52
it, the last six years, is that I care what the good doctor thinks. And he showed me. Several times. With letters.. letters that assumed and projected the worst of humankind .. onto me.
How angry I became.
What an ignorant fool, my doctor, the good doctor, really was/is, most likely still probably is. How much I loved what I thought he was. I really loved that. I projected a really lovely person onto CW. I don't think he ever was that, though. Which is a f*ck*ng tragedy.
But me, I AM that person, I AM the person I projected onto him, Him, he ... he was magnificent.
Long may he live; may he live in my daughter's psyche, in her heart consciousness may she seek out a man worthy of her love, worthy and right, and good, and sexy as all hell.