Posted by susan47 on July 31, 2009, at 18:40:56
In reply to Knowing You, posted by susan47 on July 31, 2009, at 18:36:30
You allowed me to challenge you in loving you, and it was all about You, in the end, it was about you and how YOU felt about things, and you not being able to show enough respect, compassion and caring when I was having a horrible, horrible time, and I ended up in such bad shape and I ended up having this huge psychosis about how I loved you ... so is the love I'm able to feel, is that psychotic? Does loving you, cW, make me psychotic?
Or is it just the fact that I let you treat me with disrespect? And then went crazy over that, I went into a drug-induced-with-your-knowledge-and-never-saying-anything-about-that, I even had doctors, a psychiatrist say he wasn't too concerned with my smoking mj .... if all the stories about mind doctors were truly told, we would all be quite astonished. This I am sure of.
I refuse to get psychotic ever again. I simply Refuse.