Posted by rskontos on June 27, 2009, at 21:10:16
In reply to This is ridiculous, posted by antigua3 on June 27, 2009, at 19:49:56
No you don't sound pathetic at all. Just hurting.
When I read your posts and the thoughtful response, I related.
To me, to admit that I am any of these words is to admit "something" happened. and I would just rather it didn't. That somehow I am ok regardless of what was done to me. It is a hard concept to wrap your head around. Especially while trying to make some sense of it and heal. But it is hard to make sense of something that should have never happened. I think maybe like me you would rather be in the category as it never happened.
Until we all make peace or sense of it all it will hurt so I understand completely how you feel.