Posted by B2chica on July 12, 2007, at 12:28:31
In reply to Re: Tormented my Pdoc might terminate me (long **c » B2chica, posted by antigua3 on July 12, 2007, at 12:09:35
wow...he works with children? someone need to beat him with a compassion stick.
it actually upsets me that someone with that reaction would work with tramatized children.
and i'm sorry you are feeling such terrible feelings about you right now.
-i completely belive what you say about people with trauma...re-enactments. i think that's why ive been molested by several people over many years and was SA in HS...i really began feeling i was inviting this type of person around me. and for i don't know how many years i would have dreams of being SA again, only in my dreams i would kick serious butt. sometimes i wish i would get a chance to fend someone off (this time). but i'm also scared that i still wouldn't be able to.
***and of all people, a pdoc is NOT one you should have to worry about. i find it unforgiveable if he is infact planning on terminating. not just on terminating but on the whole way he's "handling" this situation.
(((antigua))) i'm so sorry you are so sad.
but people like you, who have lived through so much and Still able to raise children well are really important to me. i had doubts before my little one was born but now i question everything i do and i worry so much. but it helps SO much to see others with similar backgrounds making it!
so THANK YOU for being that Great mom!
and FYI, we'll go round and round about you "not being pretty". even though i can't see you, all you say and do here at this site, i see you as nothing BUT pretty. and well, hehe i sometimes imagine what people here look like, and for some reason i've got you pegged as this one lady in a Suave commercial, beautiful brown locks with kids at her side...strong and full of fortitude.
take care while you are going through this. i'm so sorry that you should even have to.