Posted by wishingstar on January 3, 2007, at 18:08:09
In reply to i left a voicemail, posted by wishingstar on January 3, 2007, at 18:05:28
A part of me just really, really wants to die right now. I just CANT DO THIS. Not see Ginny tomorrow.. just everything. I cant. Okay, I take it back.. Laurie would say I dont feel like I can, but its okay to feel that way and do it anyway.. so let me change it. I can, but I dont want to. I'm done. I've been trying for too long and all I do is sabotage myself so how do I ever hope to feel better?
I'm not going to hurt myself, just thoughts. Just to be clear.
poster:wishingstar
thread:718579
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20070103/msgs/719003.html