Posted by kerria on October 24, 2006, at 9:24:56
In reply to Re: Now T emailed with his address. tears » muffled, posted by Phillipa on October 23, 2006, at 22:29:56
No- there is not just one child and one adult and i'm not a child at home all the time. i can't tell when i switch. It's upsetting to read my writing and to have it pointed out to me so i don't know my parts - i can't realize that i switch either- sometimes i find out later- sometimes i can remember later but i switch throughout the day.
it feels like who i am keeps changing.
i never even knew that i had the problem until someone noticed- a teacher at school when i had gone back to college.
It's impossible to make myself switch. How would changing places of parts mmake someone intergrated anyways? i don't understand.
i'm not trying to change that now. i'm just trying to live like you- have pain treated, make money to pay bills, etc. i need a T because i was unfortunate enough not to have had a good childhood and it's so much harder to do those things because i can't make myself act right. It's out of control and i need help. i wish i could find a T that cares about me to help.
i wish i could even look.
kerria:(
poster:kerria
thread:695466
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20061012/msgs/697272.html