Posted by crushedout on April 29, 2004, at 22:43:54
I guess I feel like I should tell you guys that I've been cutting almost every day for like a week now. I know this is a terrible thing to say but it makes me feel good. I haven't told my T. She hasn't asked me. I wanted to show her today but then when I got there I chickened out and put my sweater on. I'm afraid she will get mad if I tell her.
A couple weeks ago she told me to call her before I cut, but I had to try three other things before I called and then when I called I had to be prepared to tell her the three things I tried. So I stopped cutting (that was just too much work) but then last weekend I started again. I can't remember why now. But it was too late to call and I didn't want to try three things, anyway.
I'm sorry to dump this here. It's just that I feel like I need to share this somewhere. I don't want to be totally isolated with this destructive behavior.
poster:crushedout
thread:341578
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