Posted by pinkeye on May 4, 2004, at 19:18:44
In reply to What happened today (very long), posted by crushedout on May 4, 2004, at 18:21:30
Can you try to see some other therapist for a few months and see if that changes things?
Maybe a male therapist? (Since I understand you get attracted to women?) Maybe you will be able to get your issues straightened out with someone you are not attracted to and hence won't probably feel very devasted by their flaws?
I honestly sincerly feel that you are not making much progress with your therapist. I think you should take a short break from her and visit somebody else. Also talk to Ellen that you would like to come back to her if you see it is needed. (Just in case you miss her too much or feel that the new therapist is worse than her).