Posted by that_guy23 on November 25, 2008, at 9:04:16
In reply to Re: no stims/no benz BEST NARDIL AUGMENTION d/r » that_guy23, posted by JadeKelly on November 24, 2008, at 23:00:12
hey jade,
So how long have you been on parnate now? You say your gonna get augmentaion if you can, is this because your pdoc. won't prescribe? What type of other A/D's are other people adding? Hope you get your augmetor.
Oh so your a mom, congarts, how old are you sons? I think thats my next step, find a good girl, once I deal with this depression/anxiety or it could be a lifelong battle, as long as I can get control of it, maybe settle down, get a good girl to smarten me up. Hopefully buy next summer or soon after. I'll turn 24 and just get my licence back, which I've lost because of a dui I had a couple years ago when I was only 20 or 21. They just kept putting it off, now I have to wait til next july. Lost them in this past may, and it's very annoying relying on evryone else, when your used to just jumping in tior truck, then car and go on. I did write off 2 vehicles from drunk driving, the second time my friend was driving I know it's stupid, I wouldn't have a sip of beer now before driving, annd I always warn my friends.
Sorry to kinda get off topic, it just shows thats the life I have lead, the past 5-6 years, and I have had enough "fun"!! I think it is time to settle down. I also have a brother 2 years older than me, getting married next year, and he wants me to stand, and his fiance wants me to play a song that I wrote for them as soon as I heard they were getting married. I used to have a band all through high school, and plan on it again in the future.
meanwhile, back at the farm, The cbt. Yes it is hard for the journal and exposures. The journal though I'm finding a little easier each day. I guess just something to look back on. in the mean time the exposures, like you said are really soemthing you have to take step by step or they will backfire. You have to start off small, and I don't really have an idea where to start so when I see her again, i'll get some help with that. also my psychiatrist does know her, and is actually the one that recommende me to her.
I just got a call back then. as i was writing this, after calling my psychitrists secretary this morninng, about 1/2 an hour ago, and she said no to upping to 90mg. WHAT THE F*CK!!! I am seriously getting sick of this bitch!! It's so hard to find someone else though, and know that there good. So now I have no augmentation, no control over nardil. It just seem's if she knew how hard I was doing, she would help, instead seems like she just likes pissing me off!!
I don't think she plans on adding anything to nardil, actually I don't think she has a DAMN clue about MAOI's!! SO FRUSTRATING!!
sorry, i'm just very upset now.
As for the 4 months on nardil, that was me setting that time, I just want to go longer then any other A/D, considering it's success and that it is supposed to take longer, right?
So you say even switching to parnate is 2-4 weeks waiting period? And basically everything else will be 4 weeks. That really sucks.
Well I'm glad to here that you have a good family, and it sucks that something had to put you into this depression. But just keep your head high, you seem very strong and smart, and I believe you will beat this easily, just use your family to motivate you.
good luck
Shawn
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