Posted by that_guy23 on December 18, 2008, at 0:01:18
In reply to Re: Message Above For That_Guy!!!! (nm) » JadeKelly, posted by JadeKelly on December 17, 2008, at 12:59:37
hey jade,
I'm sorry I haven't posted back. I still thought of you though, so don't worry. Me and my girlfriend didn't work out, couse we weren't in the same place. But it's cool were still friends, we decided to end it before we got serious ,as I belive I mentioned. I was releived to in a way, because remember the other girl, the one I was always crazy about, I messaged her ansd the next day, she showed up at my buddies, she had a book, the biography of kurt cobain, which she knew I wanted to read so badly, and also a card, it was the sweetest card ever. I know she has to have something for me, but like I said she has a boyfriend, and if tey work out, i'll be happy, as long as she is, but i'm also gonna show her that I'm willing to wait a long time for her, even if she wanted to start a relationship now, I wouldn't with her, becuase I have to be much further ahead.I have been busy, hanging with my boys, there alwasys drinking. I have to say, there were 2 nights I had one or 2 beer, but I stopped and just felt it was time to go home, I really wanted to prove to myself, that I had that strenght, it may be a relapse, and I do feel bad, but it was my choice,and in a way I feel it was a big step. I knew the word stop.
As far as the nardil goes, i was upped to 90 the last appt. with old pdoc., although I upped them myself a week prior, because I was gonna anyway. I told her about the sexuall se's and she mentioned wellbutrin. I knew she would check her book, see that it was contradicted, since I realized she didn't know enough about MAOI's. So I told her know i'm pretty sure it's contradicted, actually knowing but not trying to outsmart her, sure enough she did exactly as I expected. In the mean time I was still waiting on a call from the "pusher"lol. And of course, I think I mentioned this, but they mailed the refferal, instead of faxing it. So my first appt. with him is not til jan 16. Hoping to get augmentation, low dose ritalin. Sorry you didn't get augmentation yer, hopefully it helps.
As far as the nardil, it's definately helped my depression and maybe a little for the SA, but I get out all the time and push myself, and I think thats helping alot. I will continue it hopefully along with an augmentation. Well I have to get something, but with lo BP ans sex SE's i thing methylphenidate would be best. I guess I'll find out in a month. If by feb, or even march, I'm not satisfied, I think I may switch staight to parnate, although I hope I don't have to.
So sorry iit took so long to get back to you, remember, I always will.
Seemed to be alot of contrversy on this thread, thoough huh? Thats what I mean people shouldn't just try to get you to change your meds, you should give it a fair trial, I think especially with MAOI's.
Well get back to me jade, i'd love to hear more on your parnatr experience, and I hope it goes well. I'm doing good, but feel I have a ways to go. Good luck with the augment, hope it helps, I have to wait like another month too,but I guess thats all you can do.
your good friend
thatShawnguy
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