Posted by katia on August 29, 2003, at 13:47:10
In reply to Re: Hysteria in Tsunami!, posted by fluffy on August 29, 2003, at 11:02:29
Thanks for your words. I really do appreciate it. When you say "lean on those you love", it makes me sad. I am feeling extremely sensitive and feel rejected by anything any friend does and at the moment it feels as though I don't have any friends. And the ones I do have are probably sick of me leaning on them.
I am going to call my pdoc today and let him know what's going on for me. I am very emotionally reactive to the slightest thing (I think that's what caused the Tsunami last night). And I get exhausted so easily whether I"m having a "good" day or a "bad" day. I cannot handle much social interaction. and then there's the impatient fieryness I talked about. That feels really reactive to me; not so much a trait of my personality (even tho' I am a bit fiery and temperamental - illness or personality???).
Maybe I need to up the Depakote. I felt stirrings of something happening, but now not much of anything. I feel a bit drugged and can't wake up before 11am and have trouble falling asleep and staying asleep - but not all the time.
Thanks for being there Katy. It trully helps.