Posted by alexandra_k on June 30, 2009, at 23:16:07
In reply to Re: hospitals round the world, posted by alexandra_k on June 30, 2009, at 7:07:27
Maybe the thing to do is to ask specifically whether there are any registrars who would be in the position to work with me twice a week until the end of next year (should be done by then). There might be a place for it if they have a psychotherapy component to their training or something. Dunno. Tried to look into psychoanalytic societies but less luck than the US (where I found some lovely retired guy who helped me find someone).
It is just that... Once a week isn't enough. If I could see my t twice a week then... I'd work through this with him. Or... I'd try anyways. 'Cause Dinah is right (of course she is). But once a week... I'll still be mad at him by the end of next year at that rate.
I guess I need to just say this to him. So then... If there is an option for me to work with someone else more frequently then (so long as we click okay) I need to do that. Or maybe... We will just work together at any rate and I'll simply be mad at him for a year or whatever... But having options (or knowing that I genuinely do) is still really important to me because when Dad left I didn't have any. And my t is an abandoning a-hole. Oh yes he is.