Posted by Estella on August 4, 2006, at 6:05:24
In reply to .., posted by Estella on August 4, 2006, at 5:52:28
and of course sometimes it can feel parasitic
and it can be hard to know which way it is going to go
how one is going to be left feeling
bit like taking LSD
or something.i feel like a parasite quite a lot.
my need is too great.
not fit for human company
precisely because my need is too great.
othertimes other people feel like parasites
their need is too great.
and i need to get away...
need to get away from them
need to hide.bad boundaries i guess...
that is why there is something beautiful about daddy...
'cause i just loved him so much
he was always so far away
so far away
and i always longed for him to be closer
but he was always so far away
so i never felt invaded
never
never
and there is something beautiful right there
i would have done anything for him
and there is something beautiful in that.that is how mothers are supposed to feel about their kids i guess
nobody ever felt that way about me
i don't think
i'm not sure that people can do that properly anyway their own needs interfeare
healthy relationships can be...
the hardest thing in the world.i think my father thought...
i was a parasite.
poster:Estella
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