Posted by daisym on October 17, 2004, at 0:47:05 [reposted on October 19, 2004, at 1:39:30 | original URL]
In reply to Urge,Plan,Tools - Suicide, posted by corafree on October 16, 2004, at 23:41:40
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I have lots of experience with anger being thrown at me. And it sets me off too. You have to learn, like I do, to shield your core vulnerable self from the verbal darts being hurled your way. We can't let our selfworth go up and down based on someone else's mood. I'm telling myself as much as I'm telling you.
I wanted to also say that money doesn't matter at all if you aren't here. You should call 911 on yourself when you feel this way. Hospitals have programs for people without insurance or the means to pay. There ARE people to help you.
In the meantime, keep breathing and trying to find your center. I know you feel all alone in the dark, but you aren't. There are many sad souls with you tonight, each feeling what you are feeling. You just have to make up your mind to keep trying.
Take it 15 minutes at a time. You can do this. Call for help if you really think you can't.
I'm saying a prayer for you. I hope you feel it.
Daisy
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