Posted by Klokka on August 17, 2004, at 14:55:23
In reply to Re: How do I get through this...? » Klokka, posted by Ilene on August 17, 2004, at 12:22:50
I live at home... if it can be called home anymore, anyway. My cat's the only thing that made it "home" at all. Especially now that whatever trust I had in my mother is severed... she KNEW very well what she was doing. This is so hard. I don't want to live with these people who value money and convenience over a living being anymore. I don't want to live with people who are supposed to protect me and get angry with me for being hurt. I don't know what to do. I saw the therapist replacing my pdoc today and she suggested a bunch of places I could go to get away from home right now, but I don't have the heart to call. I'm hurting and I keep wanting to hold my cat and cry into his fur, but he isn't there, and he should be. He's probably gone by now, not that I could do a thing to help him if he was still alive.
Thanks so much for posting. I'm hoping I'll be able to do that with school. At least it'll allow me to be away from home for up to thirteen hours per day, plus transport time... this place feels toxic to me right now.
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