Posted by ghost on August 6, 2004, at 11:14:58
In reply to starting over » ghost, posted by octopusprime on August 6, 2004, at 10:56:58
it's funny... i can identify major changes in my life and my reactions to them... i got married and was miserable, i got divorced and felt better (so that means i must've done the right thing), i started college and was on top of the world (must've done the right thing), started grad school and was miserable (wrong thing), quit, and am still miserable... am i still doing the wrong thing, or am i looking at this all wrong?
it's interesting that you're able to see the big picture in what i'm saying, because i can't do it-- the guilt, grief, etc. stuff i just don't see, i just see how i'm reacting, but not why or whatever. if that makes sense. anyhow. i appreciate you being able to point out the obvious to me. it kind of helps me to sort things out. if what i feel is actually flat-out guilt or grief, well then i can deal with that. but i can't figure out that's what it is because i'm having trouble sorting through my words. (i'm having trouble forming coherent sentences, from the looks of it, too!)
so, thanks.
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