Posted by Ilene on February 10, 2004, at 9:00:42
In reply to Re: just can't hold on » Ilene, posted by shar on February 10, 2004, at 0:01:11
> Ilene,
> Are you suicidal, and have you been wanting to die for most of the last (nearly) 50 years?
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> What you do now is make a choice, which is totally in your control. The 'to be or not to be' is up to you, not me.
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> You said, "I just don't enjoy life." Maybe all you need is a hobby.
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> Shar
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> > Okay, I'll be fifty in a few months. I've given it a good half century; I just don't enjoy life. What should I do now?
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> > Ilene
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I am suicidial *now* and have been so for the past 2 years or so, and off an on before that. I don't see things getting any better. I'm hanging on for the sake of my family, but it's very difficult. I've had several major setbacks in my life. I'm too sick to work. I have no social life. I have no life, period. I'm barely functioning.The psychic pain is overwhelming, but I'd be abandoning my family if I killed myself.
All I need is a hobby? I have hobbies. They don't interest me anymore.
I could use an AD that works.
I.
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