Posted by yesac on July 13, 2003, at 15:51:38
In reply to Re: to suicide survivors..., posted by noa on July 13, 2003, at 10:36:41
> I have never gone through with an attempt, but have been quite close several times. I am glad I didn't go through with it. I never would have believed it possible to want to live and to be able to live without constantly wanting to die, but it eventually did happen. I'm glad to be here.
Really? I just can't shake the fear that I'll never be happy. And that I'll really WANT to live. I guess I have that hope that eventually I'll get on top of this, and I imagine things falling into place in the years ahead.... but that's all just a hope. I've felt this way for so long already.... why should I think it could change?