Posted by Kar on April 24, 2003, at 10:20:55
In reply to Good feelings, posted by Tabitha on April 24, 2003, at 1:38:10
Ah, early infatuation...it's the best. That little "mmp" you get when you talk to him on the phone or get an e-mail...You probably don't feel as if it's real, right? I know I didn't. So I dumped him. I'm kidding. It sounds as if you already are, but just appreciate it...no matter what happens.
It's hard not to project though, isn't it? I was terrible. On the 2nd date I knew we'd get married. But damnit, you just can't think that. Then again, you can talk to yourself all you want and still think that.
>instead of taking it as a sign I need to up my medication.
it bites that we can't even experience good things without pathologizing them, doesn't it? Wait a minute- is this truly a positive experience or am I hypo? Blah blabladee blah.
how often do you e-mail/talk/see him?