Posted by fayeroe on April 24, 2003, at 13:28:02
In reply to Re: Good feelings » fayeroe, posted by leeran on April 24, 2003, at 13:19:22
Oh, you make me feel so much better, Lee....not because of what you've been through but because you shared it with me.......when I asked mine if he had never thought that I was "lonely" in the marriage, his reply was "I never doubted your committment to our marriage.".......but he was cheating on me with young nurses right and left!
I was driving and I said "if I could reach you, I would slap the ---- out of you!"...and he just looked incredulous...like he had given me a compliment????? I do agree that there is some fear there....but boy, I sure dont' want him back! I just want a life where I can get my degree and go on. AND, I've lost all the dogs that I had for so many years and believe it or not, I miss them so very much now. They were such comfort...Fayedy is so young and she loves me but it's not like having that certain head to pet and that look from their wise eyes. The last one died about 4 weeks ago. She was 17. I really, really appreciate getting to talk to you today. You've helped me before and this helps!! I'm having a yard sale Sunday and selling everything that was remotely connected to that marriage. Clean out and move up! Pat
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