Posted by ~~tabitha~~ on August 31, 2002, at 5:33:10
- Hypersocial, cruising hallways all day looking for someone to chat with.
- Craving sex, sex, sex.
- Craving romance, romance, romance.
- Craving fun, fun, fun.
- Had this intense idea about total acceptance of my body and aging self. It was elusive yet seemed all encompassing. Intense feelings of grief.
- Calling friend at midnight to discuss idea about total acceptance of aging self. He didn't get it.
- Said things that were just a little bit inappropriate at work. Thinking it's OK to be a little wilder, a little flirtatious, I"m usually too uptight. Not getting good response.
- Wearing dresses and lipstick
- Considering nail polish. Attraction to nail polish is one of my major hypo indicators, seriously.It's so confusing. I truly have been too withdrawn, too non-social lately. So it seems like a good thing, suddenly I'm more open, more free. But it's always this way, I think it's some real change, then it's just a moodswing.
There's this feeling of intense craving for romance and excitement. This is how I felt as a teenager, for years. Hey maybe it's hormonal. Maybe I'm going menopausal.
Oh I know, I should call the pdoc already. But it feels so interesting, so vivid. You all know how that is. I want to be the new me, and I want the rest of the world to meet me up here.
poster:~~tabitha~~
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