Posted by sar on September 17, 2001, at 12:53:15
In reply to Re: bitch...everyone » lostsailor, posted by Krazy Kat on September 17, 2001, at 12:35:55
dear Tony,
"one of them"--well that's kind of derogatory for what i think Krazy Kat originally intended--i don't know, a real live functioning human being instead of the sweating trembling dying alien i was before?
being "one of them" means being able to hold on a conversation. for more than 3 seconds. in more than a whisper. getting out of bed to go to work. caring enough to bathe daily. having hope. being able to join a group of people talking instead of wanting to drop straight down through the floor.
that's what it means to me, anyway.
"I have regressed into a sort of primal animal." hee hee! that's so funny...i always tell people i'm a cavegirl when they look at me funny because i've no inkling of the latest mvies, television shows, radio music, movies, politics...
how are you doing on the xanax and SSRI? which SSRI is it, if i may ask? i did the same as you, i used to score vicodin, valium, and percodan from friends to chill out...it's better to have a nicely flowing legal supply, though!
what was being a social worker like? i don't know what that job entails. were you in grad school for psych? all the grad students i see look so stressed, i can only imagine how that would exacerbate depression/anxiety! (even regular college drives me crazy.)
32 oz-rs may just be a texas thing, i don't know. we have this microbrew called shiner bock, and it comes in 32-oz bottles. but i think you can also get heineken in the same size. i'm not down with 40's, too big and by the end they taste all gooey and warm to me. but i do like the novelty, 40 in one hand blunt in the otha! :)
time to go take a mother's little helper. even though i'm not a mother.
YAWN!
peace,
sar
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