Posted by tina on September 10, 2001, at 17:20:37
In reply to bitch, posted by sar on September 10, 2001, at 1:39:06
Sar
B.I.T.C.H = Babe In Total Control of Herself
You go girl!!
> dear all,
>
> i feel i've been going through a glorious horrible metamorphosis. a summer + 2 hospitalizations + 2 meds have given me some verve, some kick, some sarcasm, some outgoingness, more petulance than i've ever had.
>
> my old friends and family are alienated and shocked. they are used to a sluggish, submissive, secretive (name here)...and i'm just not like that anymore. i seem to amuse my new friends quite a bit and make them easily, but these old friends and my parents seem to not like me too much anymore.
>
> i'm happier with my new self, and i suppose that is the important thing.
>
> i'm curious, though, if anyone else has experienced anything similar. they accuse me of being a "bitch" when i feel i've finally gotten a *backbone.* (previously very shy and submissive before--always strong-willed, but now it shows alot more).
>
> reconciliation of 2 selves...it was such a qucik evolution that i suppose it set some heads spinning.
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> i never want to be my old self again.
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> but how the hell do i know if i'm really the bitch they accuse me of being?!!
>
> sar
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