Posted by sar on September 15, 2001, at 1:29:37
In reply to Re: bitch...everyone, posted by Krazy Kat on September 12, 2001, at 20:10:07
K,
being "one of them" is fun, it's like going on a jolly little vacation; i feel like my intellect is really wrecked (but it was when i was severely depressed, too) but i'm learning how to...function somehat like a real person. at work they call me "my own private idaho" because i'm a spacey loner, they do say it affectionately though...it feels good to be *calm.* my anxiety had gone through the roof before meds.
passion. raw passion. well, no--i'm still passionate, i'm the type to sob in public, spontaneously hug people i hardly know, feel strongly about my friends and family...and i feel passion for my new boy...i think it's the extremity that's gone. like, i no longer drive around drinking 32-oz-ers thinking about how terrible life is and the perfect suicide plan.
i think you're right--i'm not cut out for the 9-5 world. sometimes i think i want to be a psychologist and sometimes i think i want to just marry rich (bad, i know!!). what kind of work do you do?
do you think you have multiple personality disorder? i saw trudi chase (*when rabbit howls*) on oprah 10 years ago and have never forgotten that or the TV movie. so is Krazy Kat different from Kingfish?
take care babe,
sar
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