Posted by sunnydays on February 4, 2007, at 20:47:14
In reply to Re: Telling T big bad secret memory » sunnydays, posted by littleone on February 3, 2007, at 19:06:43
> Yeah, I had been reading your group therapy post. I had no idea what to add. I'm sorry you're struggling. If you're feeling numb, writing things out (even when you'd rather avoid) and building safety can help.
**** Yeah, it's just that when I'm numb, I can't think of anything to right. Everything's gone except the numbness. And that disturbs me because I know there is so much there that just won't come out.
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> Did you end up getting your paints for Christmas?***** No. :( I didn't get anything I wanted at all, hardly. Except I got this really nice coat, it's purple (my favorite color), and it's down so it's like wearing a pillow.
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> And weren't you thinking about building a little safe place in your home? How did that go? I'd love to hear about it if you wanted to share. I hope it's a nice safe haven for you now when things are hard.**** It didn't go so well. I just hung out on my bed mostly. I'm hardly ever there, so I had little incentive to make it when I was home.
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> Would you like to sit amongst the flowers with me? We could just sit quietly and watch the butterflies and the flowers nod in the breeze. I think there's a little herb garden around the corner where we can poke around and smell things if you like. There's little benches under big shady trees. Very peaceful there.
**** I would love that. Sit by some lilac bushes and smell that wonderful intoxicating scent that I love so much...sunnydays
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