Posted by ElaineM on September 2, 2006, at 15:32:13
In reply to Re: empty, posted by Shortelise on September 2, 2006, at 13:15:54
Hi Shortelise, yep, I don't recognize your screen-name. Nice to meet you. You know, I'm always so surprised when I see a name I don't know, or a "new" person. I still forget that this is an open place -- that it's not just a board where only twenty or so people post. I forget ALOT that anyone at all could read this. It's something I re-realized this past week, and my nerves have been going up and down cause of it.
But fear of exposure is usually trumped by meeting another nice person. So, thanks for responding. Empty does sound like a better place to start from. I'd love to replace some of the cr@p with good feelings. It just has not happened that way in a long time. Thanks for answering. [hope you stick around for a while :-)]
Happyflower, I'm always glad to hear from you [especially when you are doing so well :-) what a great opportunity!] It is VERY hard for me to turn off the good feelings I still have for my T. I still wish I could fix things. I still care for him (but in what way and how, I'm not sure. That's the confusing part)
As far as sharing more of the other stuff that happened before meeting with CC, I don't think I can do it right now. I know you guys will listen -- you always do. I just feel bad when I lean hard on some of you. ((((listeners))))) I guess I'm trying to figure out if it helps me exposing more truths, or only ends up hurting more.
Thanks for the encouragement. It always helps.
EL
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