Posted by fairywings on October 18, 2005, at 9:39:01
I read so much on here, and feel confused by all the feelings. I know I used to have them, and I should have them, but I just don't.
I don't know what I feel, and most of the time I don't feel much of anything anymore. I guess the 2 things I feel the most are anger and hurt, but I don't cry anymore, and feel very little else.
How do you find those feelings? I used to have them, I know I'm afraid of them, and embarrassed by them. How can you do therapy if you can't feel anything? I guess it makes me look pretty heartless and cold. Maybe that's why my T is pushing me away?
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