Posted by fairywings on September 30, 2005, at 9:11:44
In reply to Re: Shame - trigger » daisym, posted by cricket on September 30, 2005, at 7:44:44
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> But as soon as he gets there, as soon as he is on his own, I have every intention of either killing myself or living on so many drugs that I am a walking zombie.
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> It shows what a wonderful, alive human being you are. I hope it can carry you through.
>hi cricket,
I hope between now and when your son gets to high school you can find the parts of yourself that make you a wonderful alive human being. Your son will always need you, no matter how old he gets. You will never stop being his mom. You're so important and worthwhile. I know it doesn't always feel that way.
I'm sorry if it feels like I'm trivializing your pain, I really don't mean to. I hope you find things to carry you through. I know how it feels to feel suicidal, and I hope you get beyond those feelings before your son gets to high school.
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