Posted by daisym on September 30, 2005, at 0:18:29
In reply to Re: Shame - trigger » daisym, posted by fallsfall on September 29, 2005, at 17:58:15
Thanks for saying I don't have to be ashamed. I still feel this way.
I don't see how anyone can help right now. It is a waiting game and I'm not strong enough to stand the wait. I'm trying, but I can feel the weight crushing. It is so complicated...
I worry that posting all of this sounds too whiney or is too hard on people to read. So I won't pull back too much but I'm being cautious. You already know that my therapist is on high alert so I'm sure I will be checking in a lot. And we adjusted sessions next week so I don't have to skip due to work, at least not much. But next week seems really far away right now.
Wasn't I supposed to have this melt down last week, when he was away? I don't know what is happening to me, but I don't like it.
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