Posted by pinkeye on May 12, 2005, at 16:59:52
In reply to Re: I think I have some serious issues **trigger** » pinkeye, posted by JenStar on May 12, 2005, at 16:43:36
I think I feel so worthless, and not deserving.. and not good and cannot be loved or respected. I don't know why I feel that. But that is the way I feel.
I am realizing more and more.. I feel totally not worthy of being treated with respect, or loved. Atleast by men. With women, I am fine.
Somehow I think I behave like a child still with men.. somehow I think it is ok for them to kind of spank me or teach me, or things like that. I have felt that way towards most men in my life.. infact almost all of them.I can stay here if I want to. I do have a Green Card. but I think I am not capable of staying alone or finding someone again and remarrying. I mean, emotionally, I am way too weak to do all that.
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