Posted by Penny on February 17, 2004, at 13:53:43
In reply to Re: Other possibilities..., posted by pegasus on February 17, 2004, at 13:47:55
Yes - that's very true. My pdoc does encourage me to send him email, tho', b/c he can then respond when he gets a chance, even at 2 a.m. when he wouldn't necessarily be able to respond to an earlier phone page - in other words, he sees it as convenient for him.
Maybe he didn't get the message. Maybe. I'm not really upset, per se, about him not responding to the email - more about the session and how strange it felt to feel like he was frustrated, and so on. And, at the same time, I would feel like a doofus paging him - what would be the purpose? So, if he is frustrated with me, I p*ss him off even more? B/c that's what happened with my former T - I knew she was upset with me, I called her and asked her to call me back, she did, I lost it on the phone, she got more upset, and I ended up bottoming out and wanting to kill myself. Not that my pdoc would handle it that way - but you never know. After all, as I said, he's not perfect - he's human.
I guess it just makes me feel as though I shouldn't talk to him about certain things. But I don't want to feel that way. :-(
thanks, pegasus.
P
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