Posted by LlurpsieBlossom on December 17, 2006, at 19:31:40
In reply to Excuse me, but defense engaged, **anger trigger*** » Dr. Bob, posted by muffled on December 17, 2006, at 17:53:26
thanks muffled.
i'm trying to keep a lid on it myself.
going into scary land, but i've been running away at intervals.
i'm about to lose it though.
grandpa is getting senileish and losing control over what constitutes proper vs. improper things to say. temper.
i was warned.
didn't realize how f*cking annoying it would be to hear my mom and dad bicker over their marriage that failed many years ago but still keeps ticking.
didn't realize how f*cking triggering it would be to hear my mom tell one depressing story after another, knowing that there is no room in her consciousness to process the feelings of those around her.
didn't realize how f*cking frustrating it is to have a father who is deaf and demented and tries to interrupt every single conversation with a grim picture of a conspiracy theory that explains how current topic of discussion relates to a certain political party's plot to end the future of humanity.
f*ck them all.
i can't find my damn cookie recipe.
what do you know? I got more anger after all!
yay!!!
-Ll
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