Posted by Dr. Bob on December 21, 2006, at 2:53:15
In reply to Re: anger **suicide and SI triggers** » Dr. Bob, posted by LlurpsieBlossom on December 17, 2006, at 13:59:35
> In general, I guess my grief, and my reactions to this event kind of made me feel more susceptible to strong emotions.
> Okay, so I'm ready to talk about MY anger.
>
> I'm angry that I should first learn of pseudoname's death on a thread that contained non-supportive posts.
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> I'm angry that suicide in general is argued to be a taboo or contagious behavior, without regard to my friend's suicide.
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> I'm angry that remembering a dead psycho-babbler in a memorial is considered unacceptable to some.
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> I'm angry that discussion of this topic is stifled by the persistent fear of your blocking policies.
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> I'm angry that Dr. Bob weighs in so rarely, even on the Administrative board, where his opinion ultimately is the only one that matters.
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> I'm angry at my mom, and my family, and my life.
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> I'm angry at myself. One of my self-inflicted wounds is infected and it hurts.
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> enough anger?Plenty! Thanks for facing and sorting through all that.
> a feeling of disenfranchisement and disempowerment that I get when I spend too much time on the Admin board.
That's interesting, feeling disempowered may be part of grief and Admin both. Speaking of Admin, I've redirected other comments there. Here's a link:
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/admin/20061202/msgs/715371.html
Bob
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URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/grief/20051017/msgs/715372.html