Posted by kara lynne on September 15, 2003, at 2:25:47
In reply to Re: Don't Call! Or Do....Perhaps.....Susan » kara lynne, posted by galkeepinon on September 15, 2003, at 0:20:20
Thank you for your support. I honestly do believe that without the support of the people here tonight I would have called him, and that would have sent me plummeting further. I'm at a dangerous place right now where I can hear myself wanting to ask if he's dating anyone. To know that would crush me. And yet there's that little inner gremlin just saying, 'Pick up the phone, get it over with, you know you need to find out, come on, it'll be really horrible, she'll be 23 and a Playboy Centerfold, and a brilliant artist and a wonderful cook.'
See why I shouldn't be calling anyone--except maybe my therapist? (and not even him, but that's another story.)
((((gal))))
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