Posted by kara lynne on September 15, 2003, at 18:28:54
In reply to Re: Hopelessly missing him. , posted by Tabitha on September 15, 2003, at 14:11:33
Thank you Tabitha. Your advice was really helpful last night despite my total and complete loss of mind. I posted over on babble about it just now--I think I finally figured out what is underlying the intense desperation around this. I think I really *am* grieving the loss of him, but it is loaded with some life-long unresolved conflict for me.
I am just praying to get through this without sabatoging myself. I considered there might be some value in calling him, but after talking it over I don't think it would be a good idea. Not in this condition, anyway. I haven't had to endure such a relentless period of desperately wanting to until now, and I hope this is the worst of it. It's hard to keep talking myself through this, telling myself it is not *he* that can fix this.
I hope it changes into something else right quick.
poster:kara lynne
thread:259975
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/grief/20030903/msgs/260388.html